Online Governance – A way to arrive at the bigger global solutions?


Online governance and public management

How could we build a discussion and management platform to solve complex and international problems? 
I think our world needs an online governance platform. A platform which allows people to facilitate, discuss, mediate, structure, build up and understand issues, solutions and knowledge.

A collaborative platform where everyone could work on policy and debate and make things happen. A project development software that allows big groups of people to work together.

It is a huge research and brainstorm. The pieces of the puzzle are there and it is so dauntingly complex I realise it will take time to put all together.

The application of the website could be all areas: it could serve personal, community, political, corporate and organisational, NGO and non-profit organisations and issues.

The idea is to weigh, discuss, structure and mediate projects/questions/problems that arrive from a community-based website comparable to, yet more complex than Quora. I’m developing a workflow which could serve as an example. Please let me know if you’d like to join the brainstorm.

The dynamic universe – how to open your mind

mind and body, Perception

This post is under construction, yet all comments are welcome.

My basic statement:

  •  The universe is dynamic in nature.
  • A lot of thinking is static in nature.
  • It is better to learn how to think dynamically.

How are we thinking?

I believe a lot of general ingrained patterns in thought are feeding a lot of big problems worldwide. Yet where is the guide on how to do it better? The aim of this post is to give principles and examples to arrive at a more dynamic, more adaptive and rich way of thinking.

We all have our crises. It’s normal to get “stuck” while searching for answers to life’s biggest questions. Some believe searching for existential answers only gives rise to more questions, more thinking and a threatening feeling of emptiness. Yet I found that next to confusion, unrest and mental overload there are mental principles that actually help to understand the world.

These principles are often implicit and therefore not communicated clearly enough. They might seem evident, but everyone is blundering on them. I really mean everyone including me. Even the highest spiritual guide, the people regarded as the wisest, they all fail because it is impossible to think the truth. We are all juggling to get it right. It’s most serious and at the same time it is a play, because the truth is never in words.

I have long searched for these answers, at times it was really a struggle. In the process I realized this is actually a fundamental problem of our society. I noticed my own thinking has different qualities in different situations. Sometimes my thought is sloppy and chaotic, other times it is clear and insightfull. I recognize everyone in our society has the fluctuations in the quality of their thinking. The construction of our thought systems and beliefs are most of the time not fundamental enough. We don’t take the necessary time and don’t have the right techniques to think it through. That is what this post is about – learning new ways of thinking that open up our true potential in order to build a better world for ourselves and others.

Convergent and divergent thinking.

One way of approaching the difference between static and dynamic thinking is by the difference between “convergent” and “divergent” thinking.

As simple as I can explain:

convergent thinking: only one solution is possible to one specific problem.

divergent thinking: many solutions are possible to a problem and there are many  possible ways to get to those solutions.

Here is a beautiful video about this subject:


Leaving ideas next to each other,  “and” vs “or”:
This is part of the difference between convergent and divergent thinking. Ideas can exist next to each other instead of needing to take the one place available for this idea. The word “and” indicates option, “or” indicates only one possibility. Should I do this “or” should I do that? I have this option “and” I have this option.

It might seem to obvious at, but I noticed it is a common mistake. Often I was searching for a way, a clarity to see how I can do right, to find meaning in my life, to direct the meaning in my life. I searched for “the” right answer. The possible answers started to compete. Perfectionism or searching for “right” and “wrong” doesn’t allow the whole to be and to the possibility there might be different answers to one problem.

One of the biggest problems in convergent thinking and communicating is that it means one dominating the other. By definition it doesn’t allow for another idea or feeling to exist. You need to make choices and before you make those choices you can allow multiple perspectives.

We are often cought in judgmental thinking, in moralisation in which we only leave the space for one option. There are many ways to deal with life and many of them are worthwhile. There is no one truth. The truth is carried in many ways.

And some ways are yet unknown…

Nagual and Tonal – the approach of Carlos Castaneda and the evolution of thought.

Carlos Castaneda talks about the difference between the “tonal and the nagual”. The “island of the tonal” is our world as we know it. It is full of labels, symbols, interpretations about the nature of our universe. It is the principles we know of in our conscious thinking.

The tonal is an island on the nagual, including everything in the universe which is not named yet. A lot of people take our world for granted. The way we look at our universe is our universe. Everything we can imagine is the only thing in existence. I think that is an absurd statement. We have no possibility to know that we see as reality is all there is.

An example: 2000 years ago a computer was part of the nagual. It didn’t exist yet. It was impossible for humans to think of something like a computer. It probably couldn’t exist for the people of that age.

Copernicus turned the world view around of so many people. Now we see it as evident truth that our world turns around the sun and is part of a solar system. How many of us really realize that there could be an infinite amount of copernican evolutions yet to come?

String theory has a similar concept, in a sense that our dimensions and perceptions are built out of strings and an infinite amount of other strings are possible.

We can only see what we are “trained” to see. We can only percieve the what our senses allow us to see.

There is no one doubting there are radio-signals in the air, together with wi-fi, television, telephone, light, gps,… But yet to some the eastern concept of energy, qi, prana, kundalini are impossible.

The difficult moment in every big discovery or new way of thinking is the point where worldview isn’t the right anymore. This means alienation, fear, the unknown.

I had the same experience with the ideas of Carlos Castaneda and his of way of approaching them. The books can be creepy, confusing, dark and frightening while they pretend to have the only worthwhile answer to life. They give access to another experience of the world, but they can be very confusing as they don’t give a fulfilling answer to all the feelings of emptiness that comes with these truths.

In one of his books Don Juan, the teacher of Castaneda says life makes no sense to him. He enjoys the greatness of perception, but doesn’t care about mankind and it’s follies. Most people to him are unaware, idiots.

I don’t like this way of thinking and I long searched for an answer. I give my answer later on, but first I want to explain how the problem of clarity manifests in our daily reality.

A good description of the nagual, though a bit different as I approach it:

The illusion of clarity and the ideas of Carl Popper

Most thought systems that give guidance to the behavior of people, like psychotherapy, eastern philosophy or religion try to search and give clear answers to people. These clear answers can seem very real.

Think about the good advice you get from self help literature or people who don’t really know or understand you – how often the other treats their advice as “certain”, as truth, and how often do you really feel helped by what you hear?

There is a certain feeling of “being right” and following that a seeming certainty. It seems honest, complete, true. The clearest description of this phenomenon I read in the first book of Carlos Castaneda: the clarity of mind gives us a false certainty. In the books it is explained as “a point before your eyes”.

Here is a link to a clear description of this principle:

I think of it as more complex than a mere illusion. A lot of truths are sold together with nonsense.

An example: People teaching in a shiatsu school often see their acquired knowledge as absolute. They can make very certain statements about the reason why a person has a certain ilness.
The teacher has noticed that his way of treating can sometimes really helped some people, but doesn’t realize the limits of his knowledge. I personally know a teacher that tells his students that every organ in the body is connected to a country in the world. This to me is a preposterous idea, but I believe he can be good at shiatsu.

The teacher in the example interprets his thinking as clear enough, but in fact his thinking is to quick. He fools himself by a false feeling of “being right” Interpretations goes to fast.

The philosopher Carl Popper held similar ideas – he made up that falsification is the only way to search for truth. Thoroughly searching for a reason why a claim is false is the only way to know wether it is true.

In the last few years I have started to notice how fundamental this problem is. This false security of knowing is a difficult trap to overcome.

One of the causes of this problem I try do describe under the next title.

The difference between stock and flow, knowledge and awareness

I want to outline a difference in dealing with knowledge. It goes for dealing with any kind of knowledge. I’ll give two words which are sides of a spectrum. Left is more static knowledge to the right more dynamic. One is more focused, one point, the other is more “open and wide”.

narrow focus <-> broad focus

stock <-> flow (information management theory)

knowledge <-> realisation

knowledge <-> awareness

schematic outlining <-> full experience

understanding <-> internalising

digital <-> analog

external view <-> internal dynamics

focus <-> presence

imposed <-> natural

analytic <-> felt through

academic <-> out of personal experience

spotlight attention <-> floodlight attention

This doesn’t mean the left side is bad and right is good. I think there needs to be a balance. Sometimes the appropriate balance is to the right, sometimes it’s to the left.

Examples on the web:

Body intelligence vs mental knowledge – internal dynamics vs spoken language

I studied mime theatre, contemporary dance and bodywork. I encountered a lot of theories about the body which seem to overlap and contradict each other. I realized the body is a complex system.

  • There is conscious intelligence, the part of us that thinks and interprets our perception while we are awake. This information is only a small part of the information processed in our body.
  • The body itself is directed by other parts of the brain, the spinal cord, the rest of the nervous system and, if you are open to it, Qi or energy, another form of intelligence.
  • We perceive the body as one entity and yet know a lot of different processes happen. We see one, we tend to group and see a certain function or organ or system. We create a “oneness” a “solid” image in our mind of what we are and how we function.

The contradiction is:

  • >We need this oneness in our perception to judge reality, in order to know which choices to make. We need to label better or worse.
  • <In it’s function the body’s intelligence structures information in completely different ways. It is not thinking the way our neocortex is thinking. This “body intelligence” has a dynamic of it’s own.

For example your body’s balance – Could you exactly describe how the body keeps its balance? There are people researching the topic, but the mechanisms are only gradually showing itself.

Another example: do you know how you walk? What is happening on a muscular level? How does your body coordinate your actions?

As I imagine the mental brain evolved mainly because out of a practical advantage. It organised social structures in groups and actions of early humans in order to hunt and to survive. The mind started labeling information in order to get control.

But the mind needs a lot of time to mentally understand the different dynamics of the body. There is a huge amount of information going through the body and brains. It is infinitely complex.

Yet there are patterns and we learn to understand those patterns better and better.

The mind tries to “grasp” reality and doesn’t realize it’s impatience. You need to observe very long to notice what really goes on. Spoken language doesn’t really cover what happens on a subtle level. A lot of words don’t exist yet.

And people who do bodywork and develop spiritually train their minds.

Good teachers help, but abstract thinking takes time to get it right. A lot of time. A huge lot of time.

Pain and emptiness

We search for definite answers in order to avoid pain. Of course this avoidance in the long run doesn’t pay of, but here and right now it seems to be a good strategy to avoid pain by creating the illusion of a definite answer.

Take an addiction – the mind creates the illusion your addiction is going to get rid of the pain.

With emptiness I mean the fear that the most fundamental nature of the universe would be the fact there is no real meaning to it all. If we go deep enough into the emptiness and don’t have a strong spiritual basis, we start to believe there is nothing worth living for.

A real but disputed answer: there is a benevolent and intelligent force in the universe.

I think it is of the essence to be able to connect to the notion there is something essentially positive about the universe. Call it God, Allah, “something”, the universe, love or music, happiness… we need a mental understanding that what we perceive as “good” exists on a universal scale.

For some life makes sense just to be able to percieve, it is great, it is wonder. Love makes sense because gives you a fuller experience, it opens your system to experience, to enjoy, to connect and it offers you a compass in life.

But for a lot of us value needs an bigger all encompassing mental structure and we fear despair if it’s not there. If the only truth would be emptiness then what is the sense in living? Not believing in the positive side of our universe means a life without true meaning.

Problem with the word God is that it has a lot of bad publicity. A lot of innocent people were killed in the name of God. Morality can be manipulation. To me the term “axis of evil” is a horrible example of this.

So what about the really big and horrible problems?

There is no God if he allows for such terror as war and rape. If he allows us to continually be afraid, angry, destructive, confused and in pain. So much horror.

I struggled with this realization a lot. Yet I notice their are ways of feeling better. There are solutions and if we don’t see them it is a good thing to realize there is something positive which is bigger then ourselves.

We are small and huge at the same time.

We need to realize we are only a very small part of the universe. I learned to look more positively at the word “humbleness”. To me it doesn’t mean following a spiritual leader and being humble to his principles, to me it means nobody on this earth is certain what our existence is about. We can stay open for answers, because nobody really knows. And then it helps to believe in a positive “force or intelligence” outside of ourselves. The moment I really started connecting to the bigger, an intelligence stronger than my mental (often habitually determined brain), my life changed fundamentally for the good.

Structure vs Chaos and complexity

The biggest problem in my life handling with the huge amount of information is finding a workable structure.

  • Any structure allows you to do certain things but limits certain possibilities. A structure bounds absolute freedom in order to build something.
  • setting a structure needs time and energy.
  • Structures cannot necessarily be combined. They often need different kinds of focus.
  • Dabrowski speaks about “positive desintegration”. If one level of functioning is not supporting your experience and perception of your own life, you disentegrate in order to find a higher level structure. This structural development is continual; it has no ending, it keeps evolving.

The feeling and principle of resonance as a guideline

The snare of a violin gives resonance, sound waves that can be felt through the instrument and in our body. Some things resonate better with the other.

You can apply this to ideas as well. If information “resonates” with your feeling, this might be good information for you at this time. You can connect it to what is alive in your own perception. This doesn’t make this information is absolutely “right”, just the  kind of infomation that allows you to develop your awareness at the moment you encounter it.

Kidoma, resonance and divergent thinking.

I used to translate kidoma as “the right action on the right moment in the right place”. Better would be “a right action in a right moment in a right place”.  In order to have a positive effect on people or a situation you need to take into account the timing, the area where you will apply it, and which action is suitable action for this moment.

Identification, emptiness and openness

One eastern concept is that of emptiness. If you peel the skins of an onion, what you will find is emptiness. It is a metaphor often used to  explain the fact that you cannot mentally understand what life is really about. Things are the way they are, you can only experience them. In a negative way it could mean life is just that “empty”. In a positive way it means that with an open mind change is almost always possible.

The feeling of emptiness can be dreary, can be hard, can be lonely, can be depressing. When depressed this emptiness seems to be “all there is”. There is no way around. The negative truths seem more true than anything else.

This is a limitied perception. The problem is you identify with what your mind tells you. You make it your ultimate truth. You are ultimately believing your experience is more true than anything else. Often the need behind this is recognition but a lot of other needs, which are real and fundamental needs are not being met.

The multiple meanings of words

The same words are often used in different ways, with different meanings. The way a word is defined for a particular person is not clarified enough.  I give a few examples:

The Ego:

For a lot of guru’s, religion’s and thought systems the ego is something to conquer, to vanquish, to eliminate.

To other’s it is something you need to balance in order to be able to achieve something in society.

What is it exactly? Well it is defined differently by different people.

a few possible definitions:

  • your idea of self worth
  • your entire concept, all of your ideas about who you are
  • the one that makes decisions in you
  • the part of you that believes your emotions are important
  • your pride

More on the unfortunate different and unclear uses of the word ego in this text: The ego By James Harvey Stout

The biggest risk in this misconception is that people actually start to believe the ego is something to get rid of without exactly knowing what they are getting rid of. And that can be a destructive conviction, it can make people believe they are battling the source of all evil while in fact they are killing their ability to make decisions. I don’t say healing your self-perception or humbling or questioning your feeling of importance is a bad thing. I’m saying it needs to be with care for the multiple meanings of the word.

The power of empathy and observation

If you truly learn to see how others experience the world it makes a lot of mental battles, a lot of judgment unnecessary. It opens up your understanding of what is really going on in the world.

People lacking empathy don’t realize what they are missing, so I see it as my challenge to make people aware about what really moves others.

There are a lot of ways to be empathical, I’ll open a post on that later probably.

The charge on our thoughts and feelings

from the source:

Demon (German and English)
From the Greek “Daimon” for a non-human power somewhere between people and gods, without any negative connotations. An example would be the daimon of Socrates. The daimon had a wisdom which has nothing to do with our modern conceptions of good or evil: it was a force of nature that could offer hints about fateful situations and actions.

The meaning of things gets a certain connotation and a certain “charge”. In my bodywork class one of the teachers called them “elementals”. It is the emotion that is charged, loaded on a word or a symbol or any kind of mental or perception entity.

another example: if you say the word cancer, it holds a certain emotion, a certain fear, that is present directly after the word is spoken.

Optimism versus realism

There is a subtle fight between happy and unhappy people. Those unhappy struggle for recognition and those happy struggle to maintain there happiness.

And I say this fight is unnecessary. Unhappy people deserve recognition, but in order to give them they and you need understanding of where and the other really experiences. This understanding takes time, empathy and openness.

Xin ~ Heartmind

Existential Research, mind and body, Perception

the first paragraph of this post is from:

In The Healing Promise Of Qi, Roger Jahnke writes:

The middle Elixir Field, sometimes called the heart Dan Tian, is the residence of the mind and spirit according to Chinese medicine and philosophy. In Chinese, there is no discrete concept for mind, nor is there a discrete concept for heart. One single concept, Xin (pronounced “shin”), embraces both. Confused Western translators have struggled with this, often translating Xin only as “heart” or only as “mind.” There is no heart and there is no mind, there is only Xin – HeartMind.

I notice a lot of therapists, teachers, guru’s being very convinced that thinking most of the time is a bad thing. You should meditate and stop the internal dialog. I have noticed this made me doubt about my own thinking and making it a subject with a negative emotional charge. Thinking makes me unhappy, makes me live in my head, makes me stop living in the now and experiencing my surroundings.

This was all very true as I have in fact been living in my head for a big part of my life. It has been a prison. So first I tried stopping the negative thoughts and only thinking positive thoughts. Later I read in Carlos Castaneda’s books about “stopping the internal dialog”. I tried lots of times, but never arrived at a point where I would stop my thinking for long periods of time. On some moments I thought I had big breakthroughs but a lot of time it was just hard work for nothing and it had nasty side effects. I couldn’t concentrate and I often got confused as I tried so hard to stop the internal dialog because I “compressed” or pushed my thought away. This gave me a smaller amount of thinking in my head , but it didn’t help me relax and get an open mind.

When I read the above text about Xin I realized something. Thinking in itself isn’t bad. It’s bad when you loose the connection with your heart. Thinking needs to be balanced, this happens when you connect your thinking to your heart.

How does this work? What are possible guiding principles?

  • Trying to have the sensation of an open heart while you think might alter your thinking in a positive way. “Follow your heart” means that if you concentrate on your heart physically,  your thinking might change. It is not your physical heart you feel though, but a feeling we connected to the word “heart”. When you think about love, it makes a shift in your feeling. This might sound very logical but it is essential.
  • If you try, without love, to stop your thinking it probably won’t work and make you get even more tensed. It needs this sensation of love. You need this attitude of love towards yourself.
  • I think it is good to think of love as an abundant source. It doesn’t deplete, it doesn’t get empty. Of course you sometimes feel love and sometimes feel hate. But if I manage to believe there is no limit to the amount of love I can give this can make me much more courageous.
  • In this courage there is one essential point: our thinking doesn’t always have an answer. And if we mentally don’t get to the answer we interpret the situation as “hopeless”, we don’t believe there even could be an answer and we start loosing hope. But most of the time that ain’t true. Most of life’s situations have a solution or can be relatived. Our thinking is limited and our heart can steer our intuition and synapse connections in a good way.
  • I know I don’t know, I keep an open mind. I observe what I think and which emotional layer is accompanying my thoughts. I don’t identify with my thoughts, but I keep my heart open and I look at what’s passing.
  • Care for your mind. It only tries to help, to give answers.
  • And be light, humerous, as this frees your obsessiveness and mental cramps.

In fact, I realized it is not without danger to make the moral statement that you should stop your thinking in our practical world. It’s good to get it into a more natural dynamic, to soften it, to make a lot of space, to breathe in your thinking. And it can have amazing effects when you do arrive at stopping your thinking. But at the same time it is the source of all of our accomplishments so far. We need it to get organized and creative. The most important thing is the quality of our thought.

Just trying all the time to “think positive”  or “stop it” won’t necessarily make it happen. If it works and you get relaxed the effect will probably be beneficial, but you can loose a lot of time trying in a way that doesn’t work for you.

What I most need is acceptance of what happens in my mind. I don’t necessarily accept a situation as it is, I accept the way I’m thinking about it.

I think  a lot of teachers don’t realize meditation and thinking works different for everyone. I think thinking misses clear thought.

Thanks to Marianne Williamson and her book ” a Return to Love” to inspire me for this post.

The universe is a riddle trying to solve itself through us.

Existential Research, Perception

In history humanity made a lot of images, stories and rules about the spiritual nature of our universe. Between those different representations floats a feeling of truth. But the true dynamics in this feeling are hard to discern. What is happening exactly?

To some, coincidence is the messenger of the universe. Synchronisity, law of attraction, prayer, opening your heart, asking the universe… What you send out you get back. What you really need God puts on your path.

But then I got confused. When is something coincidence and when isn’t it? How do you interpret what happens? According to a lot of people the Tsunami would be an act of God. We were asking for it. They were asking for it. I can get very angry at people saying such things.

I don’t believe in something as intolerant as the God image often created in religions. What is this God that makes all the most grave things happen? For a lot of people God doesn’t exist because of this reason, If he allows for the kinds of horror on earth, what a bastard would he be. Isn’t it he who allowed for evil to be? Can he not take responsibility and change it?

The church has been battling their politics of fear for a long time. Everything has an explanation in their world view. To some people suffering has a very good reason. It is because we would learn. Learn from our suffering. No.

I must say I don’t know. I feel coincidence often plays an important fact in people’s lives. I truly believe there is a intelligent dynamic in the coincidences you meet. But it can be confusing. When a friend of mine coincidentally met his ex-girlfriend in South-America for her that was a sign they needed to be together. For him it was a learning moment, he learned why they shouldn’t be together. I have no idea whom had the right mind about it. It could just be both to me.

What is the exact meaning of those images, how to interpret coïncidence? It seems to have a certain way of “encoding”, “handwriting”, “way of being written” with inside an answer to how to look at them. But I have been a hard learner in that area. Sometimes my mind panicked because I couldn’t understand.

A lot of religious leaders, gurus and teachers pretend to have very clear answers to these questions, where they explain why things happen as they happen. They have a clarity which seems correct.  Yet the teachers and their messages contradict each other. Almost all of them talk about getting rid of the ego, but what kind of ego is it that claims to hold the truth? “My clarity is bigger than yours”.

The difference between a clear and open view about what happens and the ego’s defenses against not knowing are often subtle.

What is this real face of God? Amongst all the self-help books, the enlightened and charlatans? What is the right nuance, what is the exactness of this synchronisity? I’d like to know.

There are some guiding principles which might help to find answers.

I explain different thinking dynamics which might bring us closer to the truth in the following posts:

Four basic problems of perception and communication


I experienced a lot of trouble in dealing with critisism and opinions in my life. This is a summary of things which often go wrong.

I call them:

-too much difference at the same time

Unsolvability is the idea or feeling something has no solution. Apathy is a typical form of unsolvability.

Unexplainability is the problem some experiences are not easily communicated, putting things into words can reduce the power of the thing. This is because words don’t easily capture flow, it needs big experience or purity of intention to be able to put flow into words.

“Too much difference at the same time” it is not chaos, it can result in chaos. It is things that have different flow and if they come together they disturb eachother. Things get strange, surrealist, the system can cramp up.

killjoy – people criticize each other in many ways. Being vulnerable and honest is a good thing but  when you want to learn from critisism, the negative emotion kills the joy of doing something. It is the cynic that shrivels the experience of the child. It is often not easy not to get touched by the negative charge on a comment if what is said matters to you.